Launching Out Into the Deep

Week two of transfer eight! The Exchange with the Zone Leaders starts tonight, bringing Elder Goto (Japanese) here to Kurashiki, and sending Elder Eagar to Okayama with Elder Gatchell (St. George).

Zone Conference will be on Wednesday and, as always, I'm excited to receive the answers I need, that have come from listening to the counsel and teachings of President Isa and the others that speak with him.

Well, we have a goal of teaching 20 lessons a week, that's a mission-wide goal. This last week, my companion and I got closer to that goal than ever before. 18 lessons!! We're going to try to up it just a bit more this week!

Lately, the Mission theme has been "Launch Out Into the Deep - 2nd Stage". I heard the phrase 'Launch Out Into the Deep' my first day at the Mission Home, but I had no idea what it meant. I think I was still dreaming, and didn't really understand. Even after they mentioned it last Zone Meeting, I just barely started to understand. Recently, I've been floating around the shallow water close to the beach of my comfort zone. But, in order to find and teach those who are prepared to receive, I have to launch out further, breaking free from my comfort zone, and following the guidance of my Savior.

We've had a lot of small miracles this week, including a couple of lessons on the train home from Takahashi on Friday night. We asked a man if the train went to Kurashiki, he helped us, and then boarded the train. He started moving to the back of the train as we sat down near the front. I started to think "Shucks", but then he came back and sat down with us. Then his friend, who boared shortly after came and sat by us too. We had a very nice conversation, and got to teach these men about the Book of Mormon, and answer some of their questions. They didn't accept a copy, but we plan on seeing them again.

Well, life it wonderful! The weather is even getting a little bit warmer. Still pretty cold though, but maybe not as much as Utah.

Love you!
Paul

Over the River and Through the Wood, Hills, Valleys, etc.

Sorry this will be short. We're having a District P-Day in Matsue today, and then I stay there for an Exchange with Elder Mahoney, one of my Zone Leaders.

I really needed that [Mother's Day] phone call. Wow. I was so at peace, and so happy! Then Zone Conference was just amazing, all about talking to people naturally (things in this mission are changing; no more "Excuse me, do you have a few moments, we're Missionaries, yada yada yada") --, and unity and love in companionships. They had me be the bansosha (pianist), and it was okay, but wow I had to do a bit of practice beforehand.

On the way back from Okayama, we started a District Exchange. Elder Gatchell from Saint George came back to Izumo with me. He's quite the character. He's this massive American football player that towers above everybody in Japan. And there he was riding elder Atkin's bike (and Elder Atkin is a few inches shorter than me). . . yeah, it was funny ;)

During the exchange, we went to this Rest Home where Elder Kobayashi and I had been giving service just about every week last transfer. Atkin Choro and I haven't been yet this transfer because we're looking into other service activities. . . Gatchell Choro and I were talking with one of the staff members, I guess we have some kind of agreement - especially since I signed something back when I went the first time with Kobayashi Choro. . . That was a really awkward conversation: the man we talked with couldn't understand why we wanted to stop coming to the rest home to serve. He thought we just didn't want to be around the elderly anymore. I felt some interesting vibes; obviously this is something Atkin Choro and I need to pray about and figure out, but the man obviously didn't want us to stop coming. And then it turns out the missionaries in Izumo have been going to this place almost every week for a LONG time, years, maybe even ten or so. The man said he wouldn't "let" us stop coming unless President Isa gave him the okay.

Anyway. . . Yeah, I'm a little nervous about that. I like serving the elderly, I really do, and I don't want to stop. But even in our guidelines, it talks about not doing service that would be hard to discontinue, or would cause problems should we need to.

Hmm. . . .

So, after the exchange, it kind of seemed like things started going downhill for some reason. It culminated on Sunday into what was probably the first completely open conversation Atkin Choro and I have had so far. We didn't yell, it didn't feel contentious (although I started feeling that it could have easily turned contentious). . . but wow. He told me things that I was doing that were bugging him and I told him things that he was doing that were buggin me. . . And in the end, I felt more at peace than I have ever felt so far.

You know how sometimes you think you know a person, their motives, what's going on in their heads? Well I have a problem with that, a problem with assumption. And it turns out that I have been doing some things without even noticing they were causing problems. And if we hadn't had this conversation, I could have easily continued without even realizing what the problems were. . .

Don't worry, everything is going fine right now.

I'd say probably the biggest thing I've learned so far this transfer is the need for communication. You can't just hold things in or eventually you're going to burst. Keeping an open link is essential for any kind of relationship. You can't just assume you know someone completely, you need to talk with them often, ask them questions, and try to see their views.... Wow, I don't know if that big shpeel made any sense, but that was what was on my mind.

Thank you all so much for the goodies! We are totally making tacos and/or taco rice this week! And swedish meatballs sometime soon! I love you so much, thank you for your prayers, love and support. It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky. . . (as cheezy as that was ;)

Love you always,

Elder Peterson

I've Got Sunshine... On a Cloudy Day

Wow I needed that phone call this morning! It was so good getting to hear and talk with you all! Sundy, like you said: I'm starting to feel that I'm closer to all of you now than I was at the MTC. It's funny, I was there ten minutes away but it felt a whole world away. And now that I am actually a whole world away, I don't feel so far anymore!

I still have things to talk about even after that wonderful phone call, so I'll start with last week.

Last week's email probably seemed a little down because I was feeling down. . . Probably more than a little. Part of it might have just been the "Second Companion Syndrome" but something was tearing me up inside. And then I figured things out. Things clicked. . .

Here's what happened: I realized that I was dwelling on the things I thought my companion was doing wrong, his imperfections, and judging him without really realizing it. I was having a hard time giving him the brotherly love that companionships need because I wouldn't let go of those thoughts and feelings that were giving me grief. But then I made a resolve and became determined to love him somehow! Ever since then -- when I decided to just love him -- it has been like the cloud of inner turmoil just dispersed and whisked away. . .
So I'm doing fine! Yeah, sometimes he says a few things that bug me a little but then I think about Christ's example; how he loved everyone even though some people spit upon him, beat him, rejected him, and crucified him. If he was still able to keep perfect love for all men in spite of all of those things then there must be a way for me to love my companions, even if it's hard.

Don't get me wrong, my companion is amazing! Just listening to him teach has taught me a lot. Elder Atkin is smart, quick, and is able to tie things together and keep the people we're teaching entertained. I have been learning a lot from him, and have been able to realize once again that the Lord is in the work; that every missionary is where they are for a reason. The Lord has specific tasks for us.

Looking back, Kobayashi Choro and I really did work hard, even though I got those thoughts that I wasn't doing enough. However, it wasn't until Atkin Choro came that one of our investigators finally started progressing. It was like she just needed the right elder to come along with the right personality. Umetani-san -- we had two lessons with her last week! The first was a little unexpected because she thought we were coming on Thursday, but she let us meet with her anyway. Atkin choro asked her to read from the Restoration Pamphlet he had given her and to pray, ... lo and behold, the next day she had done what we had asked! AWESOME!!

Well, I am now the proud (in a good way ;) owner of a new bicycle! After the tire from the hand-me-down bike I had at the start was punctured, walking over an hour to get back home, and borrowing a ward member's mama chatti (a granny style bike with a basket in the front...) I finally have a bike that fits me. Can you picture it? Elder Peterson wearing a big white helmet on a granny bike with a basket in the front. . . Very stylish. . . Hah, I got some weird looks; if the looks could be translated into English they would have been something like:

"Whoah. . . who's that weird American riding a granny bike. .. HA!"

But, everything is fine!! A new bike! Hopefully it will last me all the way through the end of the mission here in Japan!

This week is Zone Conference at Okayama again. Then Atkin Choro will be riding back with a Japanese Bean-Chan (Tanaka Choro, from Chiba, Tokyo - he is really cool, I talked with him a lot before and after district meeting last week!) to Yonago for District Leader Exchange. Elder Gatchell from St. George will be riding with me back to Izumo. And then next week, we're doing Zone Leader exchanges, so I'll be headed back up to Matsue with Elder Mahoney this time. Sweet!

I'm looking forward to the packages that are on their way! Mmmm. . . Taco seasoning! And Kobayashi Choro left his tortillas in the freezer so we'll really be able to have tacos; this is exciting!

Hey, have you heard anymore news about Elder De Menezes? His companion after me in the MTC wrote to me and said he got put in the Salt Lake City South Mission. If that is the case, can you tell the Leatherwoods / Petersons / Aunt Sylvia to keep their eyes open for him and to give him baked goods if they see him! (Okay I guess you don't have to tell them about the baked goods, but it would be cool if you could send a little home-baked love to Elder De Menezes for me :)

Ooh, could someone try to find some cool stickers to send to me? Umetani san's 9 year old daughter saw the cool scripture stickers that Kobayashi Choro and I had and wants some. I gave her a few and I don't want you to buy her that particular kind because it is expensive, I hear. But if you can find any other type of sticker that is similar (slightly see-through. . . if possible. If not that's okay too) and mail them here so I can give them to her? I imagine she'd just like any kind of sticker that 9 year old girls would like, maybe disney or princesses. . . Thank you! Sorry for the trouble :)

Wow, it's just so funny to see how much a person can learn from serving a mission. I mean I still don't know a lot (at least that's what it feels like), but I'm constantly having new insights! I even found a new appreciation for washing the dishes. It's good thinking time, maybe that's why Dad does the dishes so much (or maybe just that I wasn't as willing to do chores as I should have been. . .)

I can't think of a better place to be! I need to be here right now. This mission really is something that I needed to do. And it seems like the more time that passes, the more I lose those slight feelings of wanting to go home. "To lose is to find, and to find is to lose" (a concept from the scriptures that was actually used in one of my favorite video games. . . tee hee).


Just know that I really do love all of you, and that I'm doing okay! Life is beautiful! Every day is a gift, that's why "today" is called "the present" :)